Listen to your cat…

December 20, 2008 at 2:56 pm (LOL cats) ()


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What’s Up?

December 14, 2008 at 12:07 am (Uncategorized)

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Hi everyone.
I guess some of you may want to know what\’s been happening in my life.
On the one hand not much and on the other hand a lot.
As for trivial kind of things, Truffles peed in my new $70 hand bag, please don\’t ask my why, I have no idea but I wasn\’t very happy about it.
Its been very hot here, not just hot but humid and there have been many bad storms, with people losing their rooves, trees crashing down, flash flooding etc. We are told there will be more to come for summer.
My courtcase is progressing slowly and now it seems will definitely go to court in late January, I will believe that when I see it.
I have had two excruciatingly bad migraines in the last three weeks, one a couple of days after having a massage and the other was due to hormones (you guys out there probably won\’t understand that one). Lately my blood pressure has been a bit elevated, which is unusual for me, I usually have excellent blood pressure, so my doctor thought it could either be due to stress or the pill.
So I had a massage for the stress and stopped taking the pill, which I was taking in the first place to try and control those hormonal migraines.
It sucks having migraines, you know once it starts you can\’t do much to stop it except sleep for three days, and I felt so sick and alone it was really horrible.
But I am finally feeling better and am seeing the doctor again tomorrow to see what we can do about it and to see how my blood pressure is.
Am I boring you all with this?
The other day I just felt like I wanted to sleep until xmas, new year and my birthday were all over.
I am pretty much an orphan this xmas with all my friends going away and you all know I don\’t talk to my siblings anymore, and my parent have passed away.
So this xmas is going to be hard but I am trying to keep positive. I have bought oil paint and canvas so hope to do some painting.
Maybe I will spend some time at the local pool having a swim.
I do have a costume party to go to on xmas eve and am going as a lion. Its dress as in Roman times. So I will be there to eat the Christians, haha just joking…hmmm maybe if there is a tasty man or two there, you never know!
I can\’t say I have been very happy lately but I am making an extra special effort to be positive, although Truffles peed on my Dalai Lama book (what has she got against him, I wonder) and I had to wash it and leave it out to dry.
Xmas is supposed to be a happy time of year but for so many its the saddest time of year. I think about those people out there for whom it is not as jolly as it should be and hope that they get through it.
I so appreciate all the great friends I have made here on 360 and wish I could keep up with emailing you all. I just want you to know that I do think about you, and that for those of you with health problems I wish so much you would be better, those of you with family problems, I hope things will settle down over the holidays and into the new year. And to everyone else who has ever left a kind comment or just said hi, I just want to thank you for visiting me.
There are many of you I would like to meet in person, but we all live so far apart. I guess its just nice to know that some where out there I have friends even if you aren\’t right here with me.

Love Me xxxx

P.S. Here I am in the dark!!

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Will blog soon promise…meanwhile…

December 13, 2008 at 3:02 pm (Uncategorized)


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More Spiders….

December 1, 2008 at 11:52 pm (Uncategorized)

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Spiders…
A couple of weeks ago I posted a picture of a rather large orb spider eating a small bird. These spiders live in the garden but the spiders we have that tend to invade our homes are called \”Huntsman Spiders\”.
This morning when I woke up I looked down into the bowl of my toilet to see hundreds of tiny spiders running around.
They were baby hunstman spiders. Funny though I really haven\’t noticed any hunstman in my bathroom but one or two must have snuck in somehow.
Now even those these spiders are very large they don\’t usually bite and they aren\’t poisonous just painful.
I think just about everyone I know has a story about huntsman. Like a girl I knew who put on her overcoat only to notice in the mirror that a rather large one was perched on her shoulder.
I have lived in a flat that they seemed to love and subsequently thousands of the babies would drop down from the ceiling when they hatched.
Once I woke up in the middle of the night and felt a cobweb on the bed, I went back to sleep only to wake up to see my husband roll over and beneath him was a dead huntsman.
For some reason these spiders seem to really like toilets and the number of times I have had huge ones hiding under the lip on the toilet are too numerous to mention.
When we first moved north, I was about ten and there were so many more here than in Sydney. I was terrified of them and if there was one on the ceiling of my bedroom I would lie awake all night with the light on only to find I had fallen asleep and it had dissapeared!
Anway, they do eat the mozzies which is a good thing, and I have geckos which in turn eat the spiders.
Haha. The circle of life.

Love Me xxx

P.S. I found this picture on the internet NOT my hand or my spider.

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An open letter to someone in particular who may or may not read it.

November 21, 2008 at 7:20 pm (Uncategorized)

I had known you in a professional relationship for about 9 months.

I can’t say I didn’t look forward to my appointments because from the minute I saw you I thought you were darn cute and loved flirting with you.

One day after work you took me out for coffee and to my surprise you told me you wanted to stay friends when our professional relationship was over. This really blew me away because I was not expecting that from you.

Now, that professional relationship is over and I feel that something has happened to change your mind and you no longer want to continue seeing me.

I wish I knew what happened because you seemed so keen, and although I had liked you and flirted with you, I certainly never thought you would be interested in me. So, if you hadn’t put this thought in my mind I wouldn’t be where I am now.

Why did you get my hopes up only to now ignore/forget about me?

Unfortunately I don’t know you well enough to judge, and I don’t know the complications of your life and whether that had something to do with it, but I am left feeling confused.

I am not angry with you because I don’t know what happened.

You certainly seemed genuine but now I am hurt.

Is it something I did or said when I sent you that text the other day?

Perhaps you just didn’t want to hear from me at all.

I just really wish I knew the truth. That is all I ask for. Honesty.

I will not contact you again.The ball is in your court, and if I don’t hear from you soon I guess I know that something that never really began is already over.

Me xxxxx

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Not much to say today…

November 16, 2008 at 12:31 am (Uncategorized)

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but I thought you might like some up to date photos of me.

So here are a couple I took today.

It was very very hot today, lucky I have air con.

Then we had a huge thunderstorm and Truffles came in afterwards soaking wet!

I haven\’t got any news at the moment nor have I done anything creative.

But as soon as I do I will let you know.

Meanwhile, I hope all my friends out there are happy, healthy and safe.

Love Me xxxxx

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Finally….

November 1, 2008 at 11:35 pm (Uncategorized)

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Hey everyone,

I am trying to write this blog again and hope that stoopid Yahoo works.

Firstly I am sorry to everyone that I have been so busy and unable to blog much. Some of you may know I am not doing my normal job at the moment I am working on the Uni\’s news broadcast (if you want to read about that you can do that here and here) which means I have to work harder and later than I normally do and its a lot more stressful.

Anyway, yesterday I had a bit of a melt down but Pam managed to calm me down and we were having a little street party for the kids and that took my mind off things for a while.

I guess everything has just become a bit overwhelming.

My court case should be finalised by the end of the month and I should have my mothers house back so I can sell it and finally move on with my life.

While I have been working down at the tv studios managment up the hill where I normally work have been being difficult and seems to be taking more and more of our work away from us to the point where Pam and I really don\’t know what we will be doing anymore.

Things are so tense up there normally I would be looking forward to going back but I don\’t know if I am to tell the truth.

There are also a few other things waiting in the wings that I can\’t talk about here at the moment but will tell you if they happen.

So I guess I am a bit stressed out. I had a good cry yesterday. I know that sometimes helps.

At least my horoscope for next week sounds good.

Fellow Capricorns read away:

Your Week Ahead: Be comforted. And be loved. You deserve both experiences. And both are on offer. The world is not the harsh place you have lately begun to see it as. It is, rather, a place of contrasts and extremes. Having been to one end of the scale, you now need to visit the other. But even when life is at its toughest, you inwardly trust that it will get easier. And when it is seemingly easy, you are half on the lookout for the next hidden problem. That\’s what makes existence interesting – provided you go with it all. The gift that is about to be given to you is one that it would be churlish to turn down. Don\’t accidentally mistake it for an unwelcome imposition

Source: http://www.news.com.au

Anyway I hope you are all well and I will write again soon.

Love Me xxxxxx

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YAY…Come to Australia and meet the spiders…

October 22, 2008 at 7:12 pm (Uncategorized)

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That eat birds!

Love Me xxxxx

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My Dream….

October 16, 2008 at 3:05 pm (Poetry) ()

My new poem…

Last night I dreamt about you
You pressed your lips against my cheek
I smiled and sighed and closed my eyes
Like playing hide and seek
While we lay on my big bed
Covered by a silken sheet

You softly whispered in my ear
The words I can’t recall
But as our bodies quivered
And we both lost all control
It was then I suddenly realised
We weren’t really touching at all

You had delved into my mind
And massaged my pleasure centre
A place deep down inside my soul
Where most men don’t dare to venture
A true meeting of the minds
Orgasmic thrall enrapture

Love Me xxxx

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A silly poem I wrote…

October 4, 2008 at 2:56 am (Poetry, Uncategorized) ()

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puppymake of it what you will…

My Puppy…

I love my little puppy

I love his big brown eyes

I love the way he wags his tail

Like he just got a surprise

I love his long eyelashes

I love his playful squeals

I even love his little teeth

When he nips at my heels

But most of all I love him

When he snuggles next to me

And when I smell that puppy smell

I \’m a puppy devotee!

 

Love Me xxxxx

And no I haven\’t got a new puppy….

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